Day 5:
I can't wait for the day when I see you and all the pain and bitter feelings are flushed away. Every part of my body and mind tells me to move on for I can write a long list of reasons why I should yet my heart seems to have a mind of its own and it still throbs everytime. I've never cared about anyone (besides my family and close girlfriends) this much before and it's self destructive to continue to do so.
I would be lying if I say I've never become bitter or that I have never planned vengeful thoughts in my head. At some point, I have-- we all have, of course. I guess it's because we want them to feel the same pain we are feeling or at least make them feel remorse for having hurt us. But I realized, it won't do us any good nor make us of a better person.
Proverbs 11:21 Truly the evil man shall not go unpunished, but those who are just shall escape
Proverbs 11:31 If the just man is punished on earth, how much more the wicked and the sinner
Lord God, I just lift D up to you. You know how much I care about him and how I wished I can be there for him through his good times and bad. But I'm done. I pray that sooner or later, he will find You in his own way.
I just want to share verses my cousin also shared with me and which I read before going to sleep and right when I wake up. I believe this gives me strength and faith to go through the day and still have a reason to wake up the next morning.
Ps 34:18
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit
Ps 147:3
He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds
Ps 62:5-8
5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone;
my hope comes from him.
6 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.
7 My salvation and my honor depend on God;
he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
8 Trust in him at all times, O people;
pour out your hearts to him,
for God is our refuge.
Matt 11:28-30
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
Anyway, Happy Birthday D! There's so much things I want to say but I'd rather just keep them to myself. Some things are better left unsaid and it's for my own good. God bless you!
Dr Lawrence please forgive me for doubting your powers before, because i was thinking how can this be possible. i don't know how to say thank you, my mouth is full of testimony i can really believe what this spell caster did with is magical powers! thanks for using your spell to reunite me and my husband back again! after been separated for a year, what a great spell caster!!! i will tell the world about your wonders… if you want to reach him, you can e-mail: Drlawrencespelltemple@hotmail.com
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